Whoops, I missed a day
Jan. 21st, 2017 08:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
copyninYesterday was strange and strained. I didn't really feel much of anything, but this new project that I've been working on has kept me both sane and busy. I've gotten pretty far along in such a short amount of time. Having days off to do it has helped to move it along, but it's also made me feel really alone.
I don't feel so upset that I'm crying all the time anymore, but I'm also just started to feel a little numb and disappointed at those who I've surrounded myself with.
Although, I'll be honest, it's really made me see who actually cares about me as a person and not for what I can do for them.
Having the few people reach out to me, even if I didn't say anything at first, was sorta nice. Not that I want to repeat scaring them like that again. Not that I want to repeat scaring myself like that again.
So, I'm just working on the project, trying to chat to people if they're online and I have something to say that isn't terrible, listening to LPs by my favorite gamers on YouTube and playing Ace Attorney games. It's sort of relaxing, even if it's a little boring.
I don't feel so upset that I'm crying all the time anymore, but I'm also just started to feel a little numb and disappointed at those who I've surrounded myself with.
Although, I'll be honest, it's really made me see who actually cares about me as a person and not for what I can do for them.
Having the few people reach out to me, even if I didn't say anything at first, was sorta nice. Not that I want to repeat scaring them like that again. Not that I want to repeat scaring myself like that again.
So, I'm just working on the project, trying to chat to people if they're online and I have something to say that isn't terrible, listening to LPs by my favorite gamers on YouTube and playing Ace Attorney games. It's sort of relaxing, even if it's a little boring.
